Disappearing act
The time was fast approaching
when I would leave my vanilla life to be with my Goddess, she had put out a
summons for me that I could not deny.
We had meet over email several months back and had progressed to phone
conversations, then a real life meeting. Early on she had instructed me to buy a
phone card at the grocery store paying cash, and to call her from a pay phone
from now on. We both wanted to make sure their would be no phone records tying
me to her. We had only exchanged several emails in the prior months and I had
deleted all of the files on my hard drive and wiped the files clean.
I could hardly believe what was happening to me, I have only been married 2
years and have such a loving relationship with my wife, such a normal and secure
lifestyle, working towards all of the things that normal couples enjoy. We had
plans to build a new house, get a dog, plan yearly vacations, etc.
I always knew that I would never be completely satisfied in life unless I could
submit my heart and soul to a Dominant Woman and be a servant to her. For some
reason or another thought it never worked out so in the end, I settled with the
plain and sometimes unfulfilling lifestyle, thinking all of my submissive dreams
and fantasies would never come true.
We had made our plans down to the very last detail, my soon to be Goddess was a
genius, she wanted me as a real life slave, a slave that has no future and no
means of escape. She required the unthinkable, I was to fake my death and escape
into her loving yet demanding arms. I knew once the final act was finished that
their would indeed be no turning back because a dead man has no where to go. I
would not be able to get a job and I would not be able to even get a drivers
license, I could never return to my former life. Even if I did I would be put
into prison for faking my death and life insurance fraud, so the decision was to
be made. Do I continue on with my life as it is or do I die to live a life of
servant hood and slavery to the Goddess I love? She would be able to do anything
she desired with me, I already knew that I would be branded with her ownership
mark, I would be made to service other males for her amusement, and I would
endure much work and strive everyday for the rest of my life to please her.
One day as I was driving to work I noticed an ambulance and a wrecker on the
side of the road by a canal that is on the way to my job, I later found out that
the driver had apparently had a heart attach and veered off the road and plunged
into the canal, submerging his car.
As soon as the Goddess made it clear that she wanted me as her real life slave,
someone that is 100% owned with not even a hint of backing out later in life,
she told me that I must fake my death, so the ideal of falling asleep and
driving off into the canal popped into my head.
We discussed the ideal and she gave her approval, I had sent her a money order
to purchase an airline ticket to fly down and look over the location and make
our final plans.
She is so beautiful and graceful that I still could not believe that she wanted
me to come and serve her, it scared me to no end just thinking that soon my
entire life and future would be completely in her hands. I would be subject to
her perfect will, her true slave, a life that few actually venture into, plenty
of people fantasize and play for a few days, maybe even weeks but who gives up
all to live it for a lifetime? Who gives up a family, a good job, friends and
security to serve a Goddess? I soon would.
My mind was flooded with thoughts and emotions but I held them at bay and my
wife never had a clue as to what was about to happen to her life, my family
would never know the truth about what happened to me. The plan was to plunge my
car into the canal during the wee hours when no traffic was on the highway. I
would skid into the canal so that someone probably fishermen would see the skid
marks and call the police and they would send in divers and discover my car. I
would open the window and door as if I was able to escape but they would assume
that I was over come by the water and current and drowned. The canal flows out
to the bay so they would assume that my body got carried out, never to be found
again.
No one would ever suspect suicide or even murder in those circumstances because
everyone knows that I am a very happy man with not even a hint of depression. I
had everything going for me, it would be a unfortunate accident.
Goddess made the journey in her car, I had spoken to her on the way to work that
evening and everything was going according to plan, she would park her car
approximately 200 feet off of the highway on a dirt road. As soon as I was able
to escape from my car submerged in the water I would swim down the canal and
climb out in a grassy area that would not leave tracks. She had instructed me
that when I got to her car I was to climb into the trunk and place hand cuffs on
my hands and feet, she wanted to make sure that I did not have any second
thoughts about backing out or escaping along the way. That would be the last
time I saw daylight until we arrived at her home.
I knew she lived in California and that it would be a very long journey in the
trunk of the car from Texas to the West Coast. As soon as I arrived, soaking wet
and very shaken from the plunge and escape of the canal, I ran to the waiting
car as planned, seeing it parked there waiting sent a hot flash through my body,
it was reality. When I ran up to the back of the car I got a glimpse of her in
the drivers seat, she had a smile on her face that melted me and she quickly
pointed her finger to the trunk as she popped it open. I quickly got into the
trunk and slammed the door shut and placed the hand cuffs on my feet, then my
hands.
She must have drove about an hour until the first stop, I figured we were just
off of the Interstate and she was going to fill the car up with gas or grab a
bite to eat. I was feeling so insecure and afraid and could hardly believe what
was taking place. I could hear her talking to another Woman outside the car and
the other Woman was asking her if I actually went through with it and was I
really inside the truck, they were both laughing and then I heard both car doors
closet and the car took off again.
Several hours passed and I was so exhausted from all of the drama that had
unfolded earlier that I fell asleep. I was awaken by the opening of the trunk,
the car was parked in a garage and two beautiful Women were gazing down at me,
one my Goddess and the other a mysterious Woman that I had no knowledge of. My
Goddess greeted me with the words I will never forget, “welcome to your new life
slave” “What do you have to say?”
I could only pretend to be unafraid and I asked her if we were at our final
destination, she replied “well slave, I’m at my final destination but you, well
you will have to wait and see on your final destination” they both laughed with
a serious laugh. She said come on lets get you out of those clothes and cleaned
up a bit shall we, no need for you to talk yet.
With the cuffs still on my feet and hands they escorted me down a hallway and
down some stairs that led to a basement, there was a steel door on the basement
and I could tell this was going to be a serious place. There was a chain hanging
down from the ceiling and the other Woman placed the chain around my neck and
locked it in place, it was just like a noose but made with heavy chain and I
could not bend down or move without choking. They removed the hand cuffs and
removed my clothing. What I heard next confused and scared me even more. The
mysterious Woman, as soon as she saw me hanging there naked said “Oh Gina, you
did so good, how could I ever repay you, he will be perfect, just the kind I’ve
been looking for” I asked for permission to speak but my Goddess whom I now know
as Gina told me to stay silent until I am cleaned up and ready. They sprayed
some kind of soap all over me and then washed me down with a water hose, the
water ran down a drain in the middle of the concrete cell like place.
The only light source down there were a few candles, there were no windows and
the walls were solid concrete, the room was to the best of knowledge about 15’
by 15’ and several hooks were attached to the floor as well as the walls. I
notice a video camera in the corner of the room over the door. The room had no
air vents other than the steel grate in the middle of the floor, I could feel a
musty stale air come up through the grate but there was no light, I later
discovered that it was a drain that ran deep under the ground to the back of the
property but was only about a foot wide.
After I was hosed off and left to dry the two Ladies came back down and placed
restraints on my feet, my hands were restrained behind my back and the steel
noose was taken off. The mysterious but beautiful Lady placed a shock collar
around my neck and then spoke saying, this is a remote controlled shock collar
and I will tell you now that you do not want to give me a reason to use it, do
you understand? All I could say was yes ma’am.
She led me back up the steps and down the hallway that led into the house, the
house was beautiful, it appeared to be a mansion that was very nicely furnished,
we ended up in what appeared to be the living room and I was instructed to sit
on the floor, my Goddess was sitting in a chair facing me. Well, well, finally
another man has fallen prey to his own selfish desires, you may talk now. I told
her it was such an honor to be in her presents and that I really did not know
what to expect but I was a little surprised at the military style treatment, you
know I’m here on my own free will. She told me yes, I know but you have yet to
know the rest of the story and the other Lady snickered and said yes, what you
wanted is what you are going to get but just not on your terms, you thought you
wanted slavery but you wanted slavery on your terms, let me tell you little man,
slavery has nothing to do with your wants and desires. I looked at my Goddess
and told her I was confused, she said I know you are, do you trust me? Yes
Goddess. And do you remember the contract you signed with me that I could do
with you as I desired? Yes Goddess. Well the real purpose for you being here is
to serve the rest of your life as a slave as you wanted, do you understand that?
Yes Goddess but I not sure where this is going. Well let me tell you where this
is going, have you ever heard of the term mind fuck? Yes Goddess. What I’m about
to tell you is going to fuck with your mind, are you ready? Yes Goddess. I do
not have use of an illegal slave here, it does not fit in with my lifestyle and
status in the community so I have pre arranged for you to be sold to Ms. Arbella
and yes, this is Ms. Arbella. I was shocked and stunned by the words I just
heard and asked my Goddess, is this for real or is this just a mind fuck? They
both started laughing, and replied “both”
Ms Arbella got up from her chair and stood in front of me and began to tell me
about a world I never new existed, she said, there are people like your Goddess
here that stand to make very substantial amounts of money from men like you. You
see Mark, I was the high bidder on you and you should feel privileged that I am
because in this underground slave trade you know very little about you could
have ended up in the hands of a ruthless sadistic man that would make a snuff
film out of your demise, sell it in the underground S & M market and make good
money on it. You see there is a network of various people in this, limited, but
it is a global network and very secretive as you could imagine. The players are
wealthy people from around the world that get there kinks off of torturing,
killing, forcing into labor, etc. You are very lucky indeed.
I thought I was going to faint and began to get sick to my stomach but realized
I had better at least pretend to understand what was going on and act as if I
was still a willing participant in being a real life slave. I knew this was
beyond anything I imagined and that my very life was in danger because what if I
down right refused to go along with this? Would I just be snuffed out? What
would she do with me? I have to become what she wants me to become or I could
end up somewhere much worse. This was real domination, real slavery, my mind
raced back to sessions I used to have with Pro Dommes in the safety of a dungeon
that only lasted for an hour then I would go home, I suddenly became very home
sick inside.
I began to cry and looking up at the two Women I asked, Okay, what is my
destiny? Goddess told me, you will be kept here for a few weeks while we monitor
the news in your area concerning your unfortunate accident and death, we will
see how things go with the investigation and wait for the outcome. As soon as
you are declared dead, you will be transported to your final destination
considering you please your new owner, Ms. Arbella. I asked her if I could ask a
question, how much did I bring? Her reply was one that would be so erotic if
this weren’t so real, she leaned back in the chair with her legs slightly parted
and with her hand on her crotch, she said fifty thousand dollars, you have made
me fifty thousand dollars, how does it feel to be used by your Goddess in such a
way? Your desire was to please me wasn’t it? To be used and abused by me for my
pleasure? Oh Mark, you are such a pleasure it’s just too bad that after you
leave here I will never see or hear from you again, you see, there is a great
demand for men like you, young, strong, handsome and educated, We usually pull
off about 3 or 4 of these a year due to the exact detail that has to go into it
but you were so easy for me, so willing.
Looking at Ms Arbella, I asked her, so you choose me? what for may I ask? You
will find out soon enough pet, you will go through some training here until I
take you home to Bolivia. Bolivia! You live in Bolivia!? That’s where I’m going?
I raised my voice to her and she pressed to button on her remote controller and
sent a brutal shock to my neck, screaming I told her I was sorry! Oh, you have
lessons to learn boy, you should know now that when you scream in agony like
that, that it turns me on, remember when I told you not to give me a reason to
use this? Yes ma’am Ms. Arbella. You would be doing yourself a favor to head to
my words, do you understand? Yes Ma’am I said.
Its time for you to go back to the cell, you will have plenty of time to thing
on things there, are you hungry? Yes ma’am I replied. Okay, we will bring you
some bread and water, that should sustain you until you develop a more
respectful attitude and become thankful for your position in your new life. I
was taken back to the underground cell and put into steel bonds on the floor, my
head was laying on top of the steel grate on the floor and the floor was rough
and coarse and very uncomfortable, not at all what I was used to.
Hours passed and they both came down to my cell, the light shining through the
door was blinding due to the blackness of the cell but I could see that they
were both dressed in black leather, the sight was the first real turn on I had
experienced since I arrived. The reality of the situation had soaked in
overnight and I realized I was living out my dream but knew it was going to be
very different as I imagined. Goddess was wearing a short black mini skirt with
a black top, Ms. Arbella was wearing tight black leather shorts and a leather
top, they both looked so inviting.
Goddess spoke asking, how was your sleep? has the realization of your situation
hit home yet? I replied, yes Goddess, I am here to serve and obey, thank you.
She looked at Ms. Arbella and said, I told you he would be a quick convert, he
will be trained in no time, you will have no worries with him. Yes she said, I
like him, he’s worth the money after all., I will give you your bonus the day we
depart, the extra ten thousand will be worth it.
For the next week and a half I was trained in obedience and learned all of Ms.
Arbella’s rules and gained understanding of exactly what she expected of me. I
began to learn what life was about to hold in Bolivia, she owned a very large
estate that produced exports to the United States, she was a very wealthy woman.
She was quick to let me know that not only would I be her personal servant that
catered to her every need but I would also be her object of amusement. Amusement
for Ms. Arbella was torturing a person beyond any scenes I had ever seen in the
U.S. this was for real. She was a sadistic woman that had ties to a pagan family
of worship and she loved performing rituals of scarification.
During my training she told me there would be only a select handful of others in
the house and most of the time I would be working in and around her house alone.
I would take care of all the cleaning, household chores, laundry, kitchen,
cooking, and her personal needs. She had purchased the perfect slave for her.
The rules would be strict and any infringements on the rules would extract a
very painful price. I would have no where to run and no rights, after all I did
not even exist anymore.
Ms. Arbella told me I would be departing in a few days because a ship would come
into port and unload the cargo and head back to South America, I would be
smuggled onto the ship in a container and once in Port I would be shipped to her
estate. She said the journey would be a test because I would be in much pain, I
would be weak and I soon found out why.
Speaking to me in my cell she said, I have actually been holding back on you
during your training but now it is time for your owner to have some real fun,
the kind of pleasure you can expect to give your Mistress often. That was the
first time she had called herself my Mistress. I soon found out what she was
talking about. As my arms were fixed to the chains hanging down from the
ceiling, my legs were spread out in bondage. In order to take the strain off of
my arms I had to stand on the tips of my toes, I was in constant agony and
caught between the bonds that held me. She called Goddess Gina down to the cell
to witness the ordeal. Goddess Gina was pleased by the way I had submitted and
agreed that I needed to experience the ultimate pleasure from Ms. Arbella.
I had been in the agonizing position for about 2 hours and my calf muscles were
cramping and my shoulders felt like they were about to pull out of the sockets.
Ms. Arbella walked around me, teasing me, tormenting me, asking me if I was glad
to be her slave, if I would suffer for her, I was quick to answer with the
answers I knew she wanted to hear. She stood back and took the bull whip from
Goddess Gina and began to whip my back with full force blows. I had never
experienced pain so intense in my life, I knew my back would be bloody soon, she
delivered about 20 blows on my back with the bull whip. She told me to scream
louder because the more I screamed and cried the more turned on she got. My legs
were next, using a cat of nine tails she slashed at my legs from top to bottom
until there were deep red stripes all over. Next was my waste and stomach area,
using the same whip she hit me with such force and the whip would wrap around
and sting my flesh. I did not know if I could take much more of this without
passing out from the pain. Goddess Gina stood in front of me observing me, she
told Ms. Arbella that I was such a pain slut and that I loved it, she had me
reaffirm that by having me say thank you Ms Arbella, I love your pain, can I
please have some more.
By the time she was finished my whole body was aching, burning and bleeding from
the punishment. I was told this was just the beginning of what was to come. I
would make great torture videos for her to sell to on the underground market.
On the day of my departure I was placed in the trunk of the car and taken to a
warehouse where I was loaded into a container, ball gag in my mouth and bondage
on my body I was loaded on the ship along with the other containers bound for
South America.
Ms. Arbella was going to catch a flight out back to Bolivia and wait for my
arrival, before she left, she thanked Goddess Gina for the merchandise and said,
you know we never did get around to the full toilet training on that poor
bastard, he still has no idea what it in store for him.
The end.